Its been a weird couple of weeks, I keep getting torn by friends at home telling me to come home since it's not the best situation for me out here. Which it isn't I hate it here, but then I talk to family back home and it seems my mother could give two shits.
I hate complaining about this crap cause its really pointless...
I just can't go to sleep unless I cry myself to sleep its becoming ridiculous.
All the things they keep saying to me, or what I've heard them say behind my back its just pure bullshit. I'm becoming very very tired.....
