SHIT.

I'm doing it again. I'm losing myself again. I praying and hoping someone notices. I wish I wish I wish..... But they are just dreams. My dreams have always led to nightmares. Who knows. Seems the one I wish would understand knows I have nothing to give. Seems she knows I am full of hope and thats it. Will never get a boy I like. GODDAMMIT I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE FEELINGS.