Hmmm. People put such a ugly mark on being alone. What's wrong with not wanting to be in a relationship? Cause you don't have someone to love you? There is family. Someone to fight with? There are your friends. That feeling you get with a guy? Well, there is nothing to fulfill that feeling. I have had that feeling, I understand. But after an amount of time that feeling goes away, and then you look at them and get yourself prepared for the sad break up story.
You go into a realtionship wanting that feeling, wanting the attention, wanting everything and more with this guy or girl.
I am starting to appreciate not being in a realtionship, not having that second fucking job. Plus it seems after years and years of not getting attention I did want.. I gave up. Plus when I look in to the future I never see it with a guy. I see it by myself and it makes me so fucking happy. Not having to rely on a guy to make me happy, fill my heart with everything I've ever wanted. I guess I'm independent and understand you can feel alive without a man.
If I ever do find some guy that sweeps me off my feet then I just might shut up. But until then the jokes on you.
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