Frustration?

I'm never sure what I am ever mad at. Or if I should be angry at all. But it takes the simplest thing to throw me over the edge. I'm never truly happy unless I'm alone. Alone stuck in my room with me head buried in a movie to keep me distracted. Distracted to what I might do to myself... mentally. These first months of 2009 I cherished wished they could be on playback. These last couple of ones Im not sure what to think. I have been thrown in to a whirl wind of confusion. that comes every year though... 2009... you suck.