My rant for ME, MYSELF, AND i.

No one will care.
But I have become a new TOMS fan, not for the stupid style, not to be "cool", but because they're comfy and I got a new pair tonight and I got to help out a kid for the second time :D EEE HEEHEHEHEEEE hurry up and get on my front door step.

Smoke Pretty :D

WHERE DO I BUY THESE?! What must I do?

Wow, this photo just made my day.

Thank you whoever uploaded/created this image :D
Now, may Ms. Monroe read your palm? She didn't really die she actually became Madame Zera off the corner of 5th and 8th. Good luck with that.

It's starting to get worse.

Interesting day indeed.
I'm not sure how to describe it, other than I rather not.
But tonight hopefully it will get better. I'm happy to have one of my baby's back.
So now it's Lelu, Leibovitz, and I.
I'm now missing two of my babies.

R.I.P.
PIGGY

Facebook, GONE

Feels good. I did this with myspace. But seriously I was so sick of only having people reach me through that. DONE DONE AND DONE.

Fiction.

I picked up a note from off the side of the street. The person that wrote it kept asking "Why did you do this to me? I loved you so much."
I wonder if they are looking for this exact note right now, knowing it dropped by the side of the road for someone else to find and even be reminded of their past lovers? Did they not realize this might hurt them more than the other person hurt the writer? Selfish people.
But when I read the letter I had to laugh, because it was so sad and yet so uplifting. At the end of the note it stated "Maybe one day we can be with one another again, if not I hope you have a wonderful life."
Now, if someone wrote you a letter stating how much YOU hurt them, do you really want them to have a wonderful life OR do you mean this sarcastically in leaving the door open for them to come rushing back?.. Because you seem so vulnerable and pathetic?
Personally I would have never written a note, email, or text stating this. If the situation you both were in that seemed to make you unhappy, would you go rushing back because OLD memories are better than awkward feelings when you meet up again for the first time in 6 months?
WHAT DO I SAY TO HIM? DO I MENTION HE MADE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT? DO I MENTION HE RIPPED MY HEART OUT?
DO I MENTION SHE'S A BITCH FOR FUCKING MY FRIEND? DO I MENTION SHE RIPPED MY HEART OUT?

Or you could find someone new to fight with?

If soaked in oil, would you dare light my cigarette?

It's been too long since I've complained.
It's been too long since I could say something right.

I find myself rewriting everything I've once processed. I'm never sure what to think about the people that surround me. My mother is turning in to a darker more weaker tree. My father is becoming mad. The parents I looked up to, could tell everything to, have burst in to flames and completely changed. Why was I never warned? What are they now? Most of my family has disappeared... Everything has changed so drastically. I wasn't ready for it, I don't know what to think... I'm scared for the most part. I see so much of them in myself and I try to make that go far far away. I can't end up like them, emotionally I can't handle it. I can't even deal with them now.
When talking to them on the phone I don't know what to say to them.

After I get off the phone with them I never understand what just happened. I don't understand their state of mind at this point. I feel most people in my life now are more than disposable. These people, these type of friends don't last long, so I tell them nothing worth hearing.
I'm scared of a relationship cause I think I might end up like my parents... As much as I want to have a relationship with someone, I freak out once it gets to close.. Like its too good to be true if it happens to me. Why would it happen to me?

This is getting old and sickening.