That title has a pun.
Well, tonight once again, its loathing. Tonight I sit and wish. Tonight I drowned in self pity. And then a cold shower to wash off your hand marks.
I thought this year would be different, but of course its not. I sit like the year before, except I work. Here's a good part to laugh about, I work for a dating website. So today I have to be happy for them and tell them they will find love, when I myself have lost all hope.
People ask, where do you see yourself in 20 yrs?
Really?
Well, hopefully in Alaska by then and still alone. Cold and alone. The snow white queen finally moves to Alaska. The horrible thing is its true. I never looked in the future with seeing myself with someone, because I know it might actually be true. For 20 yrs its been like this... Another 20 will be no different and just a little more cold.
They always say "There is someone out there for you."
If there is.... He's been dead for years. I've wasted my life with myself.
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