I'm very unprepared for another person to look after, no not a child. But a significant other, seems like the idea is still ripe. I'm not sure what to take on. Really, love is questionable no matter what, but when it takes over all questions dissolve and you just go day by day hoping instead of wondering. I would like to ask for someone to take the high I'm still on and turn it down a notch. I'm not sure yet how to rip away from feelings, but hopefully someone can do it for me... But then once their torn away... I either have to find it by myself which takes people years, or find a replacement.
Love is just fucking DANGEROUS.
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It is fucking dangerous AND a lot of work. Relationships in general are. But...I can say (and I may not always feel like this, lord knows I'm not exactly consistent) but in the end it's worth it. I may have loved and lost but I'd do it again. It's pretty damn satisfying loving yourself though. That's the most important love in the world and what I'm working on.
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